Love, Naziela :)

Salam alaik! It's 2:15 am and i cant sleep! Oh Allah, my eyes.... worse than pandasssss in the entire universe! Anyway, i feel like talking about mat sallehs today. So, em, bear with me eh! Hehe  Orait. Let, us, start! To be frank, whenever mat salleh(s) walk in front of me or behind or whatever, ya Rabbi... i cannot resist! It is like, brosis, i have found the chosen one hahahahaha. Well, i cant easily share with you guys the reasons why i choose mat salleh(s) over malay guys. Too personal to be told. And maybe the explanation could hurt anyone of you(malay guys). Let it remains secret. Oh for your information, my so-cannot-resist can be clearly seen when i was in Cameron Highland last month. Tak tipu! Heh. Ok. At that time, I was lining up with my mom at Sungai Pallas to buy some bread and tea for family. So while waiting for our turn, i turned around to look at the breath-taking scenery(it was soooo serene!) until suddenly my eyes caught this hot mat salleh standing behind ...

dearest aisyah yg cute, this entry is for you hehe (akak malas nak tulis or taip and print sebab lately ni akak busy) enjoy reading! " wa ssalam alaik. nice to meet you too, Aisyah (: first of all, thankyou for the letter first time dapat surat drpd junior lol. anyway, akak terus bg jawapan to all of your questions ye. sorry if akak straight to the point sgt. akak tak pandai nak bermadah or cakap belok belok. orait mari kita mula! actually, biodata kat blog akak tu dah lama. akak tak update pun lg. semuanya impian waktu akak form 1. but now, semua tu tak betul lol. manusia hanya merancang, Allah yg menentukan. kan? my ambition is to be an engineer inshaa Allah. akak tak pilih ustazah sebab pd akak, tak semestinya org tudung labuh atau menutup aurat secara sempurna kene jd seorg ustazah. even kerja as engineer pun boleh berdakwah. example, buat usrah antara teman sekerja and so on. lgsatu, akak tak suka mengajar sebab akak tak pandai mengajar hehe. next, tentang sek ijc. hon...

Salam alayk! sorry for the sensored title hahahahaha malu kot nak taip secara obvious. so i made it in a proper way kah kah kah. anyway, you guys especially ladies faham kan whats p(squared)? it meansssss per *uh oh* pain sorry for acting innocent tp serious malu. okay okay cut the crap. so,  people who never knew how does it feels bila kene senggugut ni selalu tanya silly quests. such as, sakit or tak etc etc. i mean bro, the pain is INDESCRIBABLE okay! i'm not lying because every month i need to deal with the pain. it hurts to the extent you feel like cutting off your stomach and you would rather live with no stomach. it's not like a normal stomach ache which you can just sleep and by the time you wake up, the pain has gone. NO! sometimes this " p(squared) " will still remain even though you've slept almost 4 hours. shoot! andddd the most horrible part is when your uterus starts to contract masha Allah memang rasa nak guling guling. as if tho...

Assalammualaikum so hey people, IT IS RAMADHAN! RAMADHAN KAREEM EVERYONE! yeah i know it's kinda too late for me to be excited about Ramadhan today as now we i mean the muslims have been fasting for 6 days, alhamdulillah ^^ anyway, i still feel excited! i cant help it hihihi. okay, as you all know when it comes to ramadhan, all the shaytans will be in the temporary jail. means no more shaytans in this world. if we see people do evil things, it's actually themselves who make that decision. they choose to commit sins. when i realise that fact, i muhasabah sekejap. rasa macam " asal aku rasa aku makin evil eh bila shaytan takde? " lol. maybe sebab aku lg evil dari devils? EH NA'UZUBILLAH! :O perasan tak, kalau kita buat jahat during Ramadhan means it's us yg jahat. we choose to do that thing. because no shaytans yang persuade kita to do so, kan? so to whom will we put our blame on? no one but yourself! andddd due to that, lets make this Ramadhan the...

Assalammualaikum. wow i've not posted anything for quite a long time *aplause* anyway, HAPPY BITHDAY, NAZIELA! yes, alhamdulillah. today is my birthday wooohoooo! i cant put into words how i feel right now. happy, excited, scared etc etc. finally, i'm officially 17 kotttt. who would ever believe that one fact?! haha! even Aisya asked me "oh wait, you're now 17 or 7 ? " cisss aisya! lol maybe i act like a kid kot tak sedar diri dah tua kahkah but who cares kan? eheh ala lgpun still consider as young and dangerous right? hahahaha. by the way, i'm not hoping for luxurious presents, but the only thing that i want this year is happiness from people around me since i was under depression for months or maybe one whole month due to exams. so i want something that could make me smile. i dont mind if people forgot my birthday. as long as ALLAH knows, alhamdulillah. but somehow i am blessed to have such friends who remember your birthday, buy you presents. i NEVER e...

Assalammualaikum! i'm just wondering, what will you guys do when you guys are under depression? entah la. lately ni a lot of things in my mind. upcoming trial, folios, kawad bla bla bla and even family matters. rasa tak boleh cope. rasa lelah you know tahap yg you rasa " oh no man, i cant take it anymore " but you have to. you have no chance but to deal with all of them. damn exhausted when you are tired of school activities and then when you got back home, stress sebab banyak lg kerja tertunggak. contoh? lol sodai baju, angkat baju ohmyyyyyyy i just died! tp i can never say no because thats my job. i wouldnt want to see my mum suffer doing the house chores *sigh* but then like what Allahyarham Ahmad Ammar had said la kan, " Dunia ni tempat kita berpenat " yes. this filthy world is actually a place for us to work hard to achieve Jannah. ingat senang ke masuk syurga macam masuk wayang? beli tiket, popcorn etc pastu okay done! jom tengok movie! Hello people, ...

Everytime I close my eyes i see you in front of me I still can hear your voice calling out my name And I remember all the stories you told me I miss the time you were around  I miss the time you were around But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you Cause I know life wont last forever You went so soon, so soon You left so soon, so soon I have to move on  Cause i know it has been too long I've got to stop my tears keep my faith and be strong I'll try to take it all even though it's so hard I see you in my dreams but when i wake up you're gone Gone so soon Night and day i still feel you are close to me And i remember ypu in every prayer i make Every single day may you be shaded by HIS mercy But life is not the same and it will never be the same But I'm so thankful for every memories i shared with you Cause I know life wont last forever You went so soon, so soon You left so soon, so soon I have to move on  ...