Love, Naziela :)

assalammualaikum! last few days as i was browsing thru my twitter, suddenly i bumped into a thread which talked about love story. i wouldnt wanna talk about it but i'll share with you guys the message which she wanted to convey ; stop finding for mr. right. pray for the best and the right guy will surely come at the right time. a part from that, one of her tweets said rather than you praying for the person whom you like to be your mr. right, it's better for you to pray in general because who knows you'll get someone far better off your crush? that... rendered me speechless. totally. imagine, for three years i have been praying for H to be my mr. right, for three years, i have been hoping for him, for three years, i have closed all the doors at all angles of my heart because i plan to stay loyal. Loyal.. to him. the one who doesnt even know my existence in this filthy world. very, funneyh, naziela. hence, i decided to stop. i chose to go with the flow an...

I undeniably love waking up as early as 1 or 2 and sometimes at 3 am since i would get to settle loads of things. Study, date with Allah, and even stalk my fav person on earth so far hehe. You know the moment when you are so tired with this world, you just want to detach yourself with everything and relax by spending time complaining to Allah regarding what had happened even though obviously HE is all-knowing. Means even if we feel lazy to express them out, HE still knows, regardless. Three things which would definitely boost my study mood : - date with Allah - telling mommy ayah everything. I would call either one of them everyday(it depends. Sometimes dad sometimes mommy). Because i know whatever thing which i share, they will give advices, mostly asking me to be patient, dont give up, work smarter, think about whats the good in everything iam doing etc. Ohmy, my heart hurts. Missing them badly! - stalking H . For those who read my previous post definitely know who H is haha. My...

Assalammualaikum! Do you know that those who are born in june are surprisingly a great flirt, very attractive etc. HAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT EVEN! Its 3am now and iam dealing with i-miss-him-but kinda feeling now UGH! Initially, i refused to share on how i fell in love with this one guy(lets call him, H shall we?) *chuckles* but today idk, suddenly i miss him so much to the extent i feel like i wanna fly all the way to the place where he studies now just to look at his face without his knowing. Oh wait, he doesnt even know my existence in this world. Lol over kan? But thats the reality *sigh* So, put aside introduction and lets straight away start with the first point! Ehehehe. Honestly, i may look like a playgirl(or maybe not) because dude, i never meant to flirt(unfortunately,) guys misunderstood with my actions. No, i dont " hai awak! Watpe tuuuuuuu? " with guys. Iam rather strict, literally. Cuma entahlah. Guys memang suka perasan or apa? Pfffft. Besides, i was traumatized by m...

the one who will nag at me non-stop when i do something wrong or sometimes good but she'll nag nevertheless, supports me at all costs, cheers me up when i am so down, smiles at me even tho she's in pain, sacrifices everything just to make me happy, always gives me the last piece of any foods which we share together despite her stomach asks for more, hugs me tightly whenever i lose hope in life(this reminds me of the moment i cried when i didnt get call a day before spm result being released, mommy literally hugged me, comforted me with her sweet and loving words), advices me in whatever situations, pushes me to my maximum level because she knows me best, and... the list goes on and on... it tears my heart apart nowadays, seeing her crying due to pain. she seldom sick before this. she walked around like a Wonderwoman, stood on her feet for hours without any complaints, and when she's physically fatigue, she didnt care, she will still try her very best to be the best mom ...