3 things
I undeniably love waking up as early as 1 or 2 and sometimes at 3 am since i would get to settle loads of things. Study, date with Allah, and even stalk my fav person on earth so far hehe. You know the moment when you are so tired with this world, you just want to detach yourself with everything and relax by spending time complaining to Allah regarding what had happened even though obviously HE is all-knowing. Means even if we feel lazy to express them out, HE still knows, regardless.
Three things which would definitely boost my study mood :
- date with Allah
- telling mommy ayah everything. I would call either one of them everyday(it depends. Sometimes dad sometimes mommy). Because i know whatever thing which i share, they will give advices, mostly asking me to be patient, dont give up, work smarter, think about whats the good in everything iam doing etc. Ohmy, my heart hurts. Missing them badly!
- stalking H. For those who read my previous post definitely know who H is haha. My one and only most fav guy on earth so far. Stalking literally boosting my energy to infinity!
And, i usually do all those 3 in the morning. I would at least spend 30 minutes, so that my spirit in trying my best to achieve all of my goals remain high! Iam tired of dealing with dissapointment so rest no more. No pain no gain, aite?
H said :
" Hope for the best, Prepare for the worst "
If i dont prepare for the worst scenario which somehow at some point could happen if iam not being cautious, then, that alone leads to frustration, sadness etc. Hence, before that happens, let's just think of possible ways things can go wrong and constantly be prepared inshaa Allah!
But, must remember, dont depend on any successfulness in this world to be happy. Dont define happiness as getting excellent grades for all exams which youre gonna sit for in the future. Everything in this world is temporary. They can never last long! Never! So rely fully on Allah, who cant be conquered, HIS love to you is eternal, and HIS hold on you is always stable. Thus, your happiness remains untouched. You would feel content for every second of your life since you depend on HIM, not the worldly stuffs.
May Allah ease!
Sorry for the randomly bebel hehe.
Assalammualaikum :)
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