Would you lend me a shoulder to cry on?

Assalammualaikum!

i'm just wondering, what will you guys do when you guys are under depression? entah la. lately ni a lot of things in my mind. upcoming trial, folios, kawad bla bla bla and even family matters. rasa tak boleh cope. rasa lelah you know tahap yg you rasa

" oh no man, i cant take it anymore "

but you have to. you have no chance but to deal with all of them. damn exhausted when you are tired of school activities and then when you got back home, stress sebab banyak lg kerja tertunggak. contoh? lol sodai baju, angkat baju ohmyyyyyyy i just died! tp i can never say no because thats my job. i wouldnt want to see my mum suffer doing the house chores *sigh* but then like what Allahyarham Ahmad Ammar had said la kan,

" Dunia ni tempat kita berpenat "

yes. this filthy world is actually a place for us to work hard to achieve Jannah. ingat senang ke masuk syurga macam masuk wayang? beli tiket, popcorn etc pastu okay done! jom tengok movie! Hello people, Jannah is a special place for special people. now ask yourself, am i one of the special people? woho! macam tak je (hm na'uzubillahi min zalik) oraitttt, lets husnudzhon! maybeeee im tired because of shaytan. the shaytanssss whispered something awful to me to the extend i have no strength left to struggle for Jannah. wadehel tak kerja lain ke devils ni semua?! ugh 😭

oh this weird-stress-to-the-max- feeling pleaseeee go away from my life. i can never put a smile on my face if you keep on haunting my life. huh bismillahirrahmanirrahim, shuh shuh unwanted feeling! go away!

Yours sincerely,
Atiq

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