Love, Naziela :)

it's been a while since i last updated my blog lol even tho tak sampai a month bahahahahah! people might think this entry must be about her dad/bros dude, they are not just my bodyguards. they are also my nyawa. so, NO, NOT ABOUT THEM. ehem ehemmmmm, since i was really young mom had sent me to a nursery for the reason that my parents were very busy with their own career. hence, i seldom met my silblings and spent most of my time with my friends at the nursery. truthfully, i was the only one kid who was at the nursery, no friends by my age. i played with mak(i call the person who took care of me "mak" and his hubsy "ayah"), ayah and kak diyah only because she's the youngest among her siblings. others had successfully reserved a place in their own respective universities alhamdulillah. besides kak diyah, i have another friend named " mamat " too. it's his nickname actually lol. i call him that to the extent i didnt know his real name un...

" Adik, what's your dream car? "- mommy " Atiq suka Axia! comel je, murah pulak tu " mom laughed at my answer. she never expected me to say Axia, i mean of all cars weh, why Axia kan? but that's me. a girl who is a total noob when it comes to technology. even my own sis wants Beetle and my bro? he likes motorbike so i am not sure what's the name. Harley Davidson, maybe? somehow, i pity my future hubs for marrying someone who doesnt bother about whats happening to this world, neither technology nor politic etc. i just dont care. i am more to my own world, i enjoy talking to myself since i was really young, writing what i have been through all this while in a diary but now, blog la obviously. when my bro offered me his iPhone, i rejected. i am not into gadjets too. as long as it can be used, i am completely okay with it. including laptop! i dont mind. unlike my siblings, they'll be doing some research regarding a few laptops which are famous and...

nah, what i mean is that i am not an ordinary tudung labuh girl . seriously, weh. SIRIUSly! #pottterhead-alert hehehe. anyway, i had just realised that between me and those tudung labuh girls who are and were studying in any sekolah agama and will be, are compleeeeteeeeelyyyyy different! because,,, i went to so many camps regarding agama before this. well obviously most of the contestants were from sekolah agama. based on my observations, although my dress up is the same as theirs but still, i cant tolerate with them and vice versa. people say i am an easy going person. i can socialize with the people in my surrounding very well. sadly, sometimes, i dont actually. it's not that i am choosy. the way they react to my personality somehow hurts me because like i said, we are different from each other! for a girl who have studied in convent schools for more than a decade would definitely have the " convent " attitudes such as, acting crazy, talkative, fangirling over a s...

the one who will nag at me non-stop when i do something wrong or sometimes good but she'll nag nevertheless, supports me at all costs, cheers me up when i am so down, smiles at me even tho she's in pain, sacrifices everything just to make me happy, always gives me the last piece of any foods which we share together despite her stomach asks for more, hugs me tightly whenever i lose hope in life(this reminds me of the moment i cried when i didnt get call a day before spm result being released, mommy literally hugged me, comforted me with her sweet and loving words), advices me in whatever situations, pushes me to my maximum level because she knows me best, and... the list goes on and on... it tears my heart apart nowadays, seeing her crying due to pain. she seldom sick before this. she walked around like a Wonderwoman, stood on her feet for hours without any complaints, and when she's physically fatigue, she didnt care, she will still try her very best to be the best mom ...