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3.6

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To repeat the same mistake is not as good a everyone might think. No, not good at all. But sometimes you dont even pray for it to happen twice. You tried, you worked hard, but it happened, regardless. What iam trying to say is that, again, the thing that i wanted the most for sem 1 remained as a dream. One of the dreams which i can no longer achieve, can no longer long for. The moment when i failed to put on a smile on my parents' face due to my spm results, i wished to never ever repeat it! Never! Hence, when i entered matriks, obviously i struggled like crazy to get 4flat. I sacrificed so many things indeed, less hour of sleeping, no fon while studying, no lovey dovey stuffs, bla bla bla. My eyebags were beyond words! My mind was fatigue but hey, to be a successful person is not easy. You want it, therefore you must work for it! Sadly, Allah said " 3.6 is the best for Naziela Al Atiq bt. Aljeffry " I didnt cry at first. I smiled, i was grateful with the results that

I fell, deeply

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Assalammualaikum! Do you know that those who are born in june are surprisingly a great flirt, very attractive etc. HAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT EVEN! Its 3am now and iam dealing with i-miss-him-but kinda feeling now UGH! Initially, i refused to share on how i fell in love with this one guy(lets call him, H shall we?) *chuckles* but today idk, suddenly i miss him so much to the extent i feel like i wanna fly all the way to the place where he studies now just to look at his face without his knowing. Oh wait, he doesnt even know my existence in this world. Lol over kan? But thats the reality *sigh* So, put aside introduction and lets straight away start with the first point! Ehehehe. Honestly, i may look like a playgirl(or maybe not) because dude, i never meant to flirt(unfortunately,) guys misunderstood with my actions. No, i dont " hai awak! Watpe tuuuuuuu? " with guys. Iam rather strict, literally. Cuma entahlah. Guys memang suka perasan or apa? Pfffft. Besides, i was traumatized by m

culture shock or not?

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Assalammualaikum and hey! lama gila i didnt update my blog hehehe sorry. was busy with college life hence i had no time to update anything in my blog. mishhhyouuuumuchooooo<3 y'know the weird thing is when people in my surrounding were wondering whether i had to deal with culture shock or not since obviously in college life there will be guys. unlike the schools(primary and secondary) which i went before, basically all are girls so macam weh, kau akan bercampur pasni. tak cuak ke? tak kekok ke? omg  . okay la. to think of it, memang normal la for me to feel scared of it. talking to guys will be a part of my life dah. no more jual mahal taknak bagi no fon etc since there are more than 10 groups which definitely will be created in whatsapp so that it would be easier for everyone to contact each other *sigh actually i dont mind. altho i barely come out from my house since iam the type of person who loves to stay in my comfort zone if theres nothing good that i can do at outs