Freedom

Assalammualaikum.

 Yo sista n brotha! Lol. Long time I didnt update my blog since the 1st of Sept. Hiks. I was busy preparing myself for the HUGE EXAM! The name was PMR. I have to prepare myself. I dont want to dissapoint my parents. They put high hopes towards me. Towards my result. Okay, feel like crying! Lol. Guys, tbh, I have lots of stories to share. What did I faced before I sit for the exam, what things that had happened until my heart broke into pieces. LOTS OF JUICY GOSSIP! Hahaha.

 Let us start! Bismillah....

 One week before exam, I had a HIGH BODY TEMPERATURE. My mum was like 

" Next week nak exam. Macam mana? Pegi klinik lah. Panas sangat ni. Risau mummy "

 And me with my sick face expression ( LOL ), just lay on the sofa n said nothing. I just watched my mum n dad had a conversation about my condition. The worst sick ever! The next day, I didnt came to school. My dad brought me to a clinic at Peringgit. The doctor checked me whether Im having the Dengue or just a normal fever. Okay, lol again. Then she said to me that she wanted me to take the blood test. Just to make sure that Im fine. There is nothing serious about my condition. I was like

" Er. Okay. "

 Well guys, Im so lazy to write all those stories that I can call as my MEMORABLE STORIES because why, it was my first time having that worst fever n ya, it happened before I sit for my exam and I even got demam campak during my exam which was during the 3 days holidays before another 4 papers to finish. DA HECK?! 

 Within one week, I got all the diseases. Flu, cough, fever, campak, migrain. O my ALLAH! I know all those diseases are the musibah that HE wanted to test me. I accepted it with full of worry. Im so worried about my exam. Because I couldnt even study! Did u know that I slept the whole day because of the medicines the doctor had gave me?! Ugh! DISASTER mayn, DISASTER! But I just go on. Move on. I let my strength all out just to fight the sickness that I need to deal with. 

Besides being sick like a dead human being, lol, I have a GREAT NEWS! U know what, I was DEVASTATED when I knew that he already had someone else in his life. It means, he had found someone to replace me. I was like

" Why now? Cant it be like next year??! "

But I act cool. Act like I dont even care, I dont even bother but I actually I do. I do care. I do bother. U know what it feels when the one that u love have someone else? It hurts u know. It really does. It seems like my heart was ripped bit by bit. I smiled. Keep on smiling because I know HE is with me. Look, this is just a puppy love. So what?! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ok stop. What past is past. I should say thanks to him because the day when I broke up with him which is 2 years ago was the day when I started to realise that Im getting further from ALLAH. Im getting further n further. N I felt disguise with myself! Totally! So I changed myself. I started to learn about Islam. I started to cover my aurah properly, perform my solah every day and night. Alhamdulillah.

 SYUKRAN JIDDAN YA ALLAH....

 To be conclude, DONT COUPLE UNTIL NIKAH AND FACE THE PROBLEMS THAT U NEED TO DEAL WITH LIKE A BOSS! JUST FACE IT LIKE A BOSS! DONT EASILY DESPAIR! BECAUSE UR LOVED ONES ARE ALWAYS WITH U EVERY SECOND OF YOUR LIFE! 

Yours sincerely,
Atiq

 Assalammualaikum.

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