Love, Naziela :)

it's been a while since i last updated my blog lol even tho tak sampai a month bahahahahah! people might think this entry must be about her dad/bros dude, they are not just my bodyguards. they are also my nyawa. so, NO, NOT ABOUT THEM. ehem ehemmmmm, since i was really young mom had sent me to a nursery for the reason that my parents were very busy with their own career. hence, i seldom met my silblings and spent most of my time with my friends at the nursery. truthfully, i was the only one kid who was at the nursery, no friends by my age. i played with mak(i call the person who took care of me "mak" and his hubsy "ayah"), ayah and kak diyah only because she's the youngest among her siblings. others had successfully reserved a place in their own respective universities alhamdulillah. besides kak diyah, i have another friend named " mamat " too. it's his nickname actually lol. i call him that to the extent i didnt know his real name un...

" Adik, what's your dream car? "- mommy " Atiq suka Axia! comel je, murah pulak tu " mom laughed at my answer. she never expected me to say Axia, i mean of all cars weh, why Axia kan? but that's me. a girl who is a total noob when it comes to technology. even my own sis wants Beetle and my bro? he likes motorbike so i am not sure what's the name. Harley Davidson, maybe? somehow, i pity my future hubs for marrying someone who doesnt bother about whats happening to this world, neither technology nor politic etc. i just dont care. i am more to my own world, i enjoy talking to myself since i was really young, writing what i have been through all this while in a diary but now, blog la obviously. when my bro offered me his iPhone, i rejected. i am not into gadjets too. as long as it can be used, i am completely okay with it. including laptop! i dont mind. unlike my siblings, they'll be doing some research regarding a few laptops which are famous and...

nah, what i mean is that i am not an ordinary tudung labuh girl . seriously, weh. SIRIUSly! #pottterhead-alert hehehe. anyway, i had just realised that between me and those tudung labuh girls who are and were studying in any sekolah agama and will be, are compleeeeteeeeelyyyyy different! because,,, i went to so many camps regarding agama before this. well obviously most of the contestants were from sekolah agama. based on my observations, although my dress up is the same as theirs but still, i cant tolerate with them and vice versa. people say i am an easy going person. i can socialize with the people in my surrounding very well. sadly, sometimes, i dont actually. it's not that i am choosy. the way they react to my personality somehow hurts me because like i said, we are different from each other! for a girl who have studied in convent schools for more than a decade would definitely have the " convent " attitudes such as, acting crazy, talkative, fangirling over a s...

the one who will nag at me non-stop when i do something wrong or sometimes good but she'll nag nevertheless, supports me at all costs, cheers me up when i am so down, smiles at me even tho she's in pain, sacrifices everything just to make me happy, always gives me the last piece of any foods which we share together despite her stomach asks for more, hugs me tightly whenever i lose hope in life(this reminds me of the moment i cried when i didnt get call a day before spm result being released, mommy literally hugged me, comforted me with her sweet and loving words), advices me in whatever situations, pushes me to my maximum level because she knows me best, and... the list goes on and on... it tears my heart apart nowadays, seeing her crying due to pain. she seldom sick before this. she walked around like a Wonderwoman, stood on her feet for hours without any complaints, and when she's physically fatigue, she didnt care, she will still try her very best to be the best mom ...

a day before, ((conversation between Khairun and I)) " Kau free tak esok? jom keluar " - Khairun " Free je. Boleh jugak weh! " - Me before that, lemme introduce you who is Khairun~ nah, the left one is Khairunnisa' binti Mohd Nor whilst on the right one is the cutest yet weird yet funny girl on earth, Naziela bahahahaaa bismillah! on 24th March, both of us met at McD. Since Khairun didnt eat breakfast at home so i accompanied her to feed her stomach with McD's finger-licking good McMuffin and quenched her thirst with a cup of hot milo. at first, our initial plans were to snap some pictures near Taming Sari building for her mom's Eco project and watch Munafik. but, trust me, when Naziela + Khairun = there's always an activity which needs you to sweat, a lot. besides, we were once an athlete so obviously a challenging activitiy is a must for us if not we will die of boredom (hahahahahahahahahahahOVER) as for that, from McD we wa...

Assalammualaikum! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU IN THIS WORLD! alhamdulillah Allah gives me the chance to still live in this filthy world because me and my sins cant be separated. i seriously need to repent, biiznillah! but... but... I CANT BELIEVE THAT IAM 18 THIS YEAR. to me, 18 sounds old and i, am. not. okay. iam still young and innocent plus wild hahahahahahahaha. heish, should i say iam 8 instead of 18 LOL okay thats too obvious~ orait, usually when people talk about " New Year " they will obviously explain or expose their new resolutions kan? well as for me, i dont really have lots of new resolutions. nope! iam just grateful that 2015 has taught me so many new things and therefore iam trying to fix my weaknesses thus becoming a better person in the future(inshaa Allah), all those mistakes that i've made, i decided to not repeat them again, i will and am now using my heart less and so on. i realised what had happened to me on 2015 has changed me, completely. ...

Assalammualaikum people! yes, imma weirdo. heh. well. i dont know why these few days i kept thinking of the memories that i had with my group members in Gen Y Camp which was held at the masjid two years ago. i remember vividly how we guys met, the way we introduced the name of our team to 300++ people and so on. the ice breaking part ya Allah hambar gileeeeee but at the end, it was indeed the best team i have ever had! oh and, is it weird when i say i miss the leader of my group? tak tipu weh. he taught me a lot of things especially when it comes to leadership. seriously, he has now change from someone who doesnt know the basic things about Islam to a guy who obviously has more knowledges about the beauty of islam compared to me. i mean, he is now one of the students in a maahad school ok. ya Rabbi! i admit it was my fault to easily judge him based on his appearance when we were about to choose someone to be the leader of Infinity (my group's name) i thought we might get last...