Love, Naziela :)

To repeat the same mistake is not as good a everyone might think. No, not good at all. But sometimes you dont even pray for it to happen twice. You tried, you worked hard, but it happened, regardless. What iam trying to say is that, again, the thing that i wanted the most for sem 1 remained as a dream. One of the dreams which i can no longer achieve, can no longer long for. The moment when i failed to put on a smile on my parents' face due to my spm results, i wished to never ever repeat it! Never! Hence, when i entered matriks, obviously i struggled like crazy to get 4flat. I sacrificed so many things indeed, less hour of sleeping, no fon while studying, no lovey dovey stuffs, bla bla bla. My eyebags were beyond words! My mind was fatigue but hey, to be a successful person is not easy. You want it, therefore you must work for it! Sadly, Allah said " 3.6 is the best for Naziela Al Atiq bt. Aljeffry " I didnt cry at first. I smiled, i was grateful with the results that

Assalammualaikum! Do you know that those who are born in june are surprisingly a great flirt, very attractive etc. HAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT EVEN! Its 3am now and iam dealing with i-miss-him-but kinda feeling now UGH! Initially, i refused to share on how i fell in love with this one guy(lets call him, H shall we?) *chuckles* but today idk, suddenly i miss him so much to the extent i feel like i wanna fly all the way to the place where he studies now just to look at his face without his knowing. Oh wait, he doesnt even know my existence in this world. Lol over kan? But thats the reality *sigh* So, put aside introduction and lets straight away start with the first point! Ehehehe. Honestly, i may look like a playgirl(or maybe not) because dude, i never meant to flirt(unfortunately,) guys misunderstood with my actions. No, i dont " hai awak! Watpe tuuuuuuu? " with guys. Iam rather strict, literally. Cuma entahlah. Guys memang suka perasan or apa? Pfffft. Besides, i was traumatized by m

Assalammualaikum and hey! lama gila i didnt update my blog hehehe sorry. was busy with college life hence i had no time to update anything in my blog. mishhhyouuuumuchooooo<3 y'know the weird thing is when people in my surrounding were wondering whether i had to deal with culture shock or not since obviously in college life there will be guys. unlike the schools(primary and secondary) which i went before, basically all are girls so macam weh, kau akan bercampur pasni. tak cuak ke? tak kekok ke? omg  . okay la. to think of it, memang normal la for me to feel scared of it. talking to guys will be a part of my life dah. no more jual mahal taknak bagi no fon etc since there are more than 10 groups which definitely will be created in whatsapp so that it would be easier for everyone to contact each other *sigh actually i dont mind. altho i barely come out from my house since iam the type of person who loves to stay in my comfort zone if theres nothing good that i can do at outs

it's been a while since i last updated my blog lol even tho tak sampai a month bahahahahah! people might think this entry must be about her dad/bros dude, they are not just my bodyguards. they are also my nyawa. so, NO, NOT ABOUT THEM. ehem ehemmmmm, since i was really young mom had sent me to a nursery for the reason that my parents were very busy with their own career. hence, i seldom met my silblings and spent most of my time with my friends at the nursery. truthfully, i was the only one kid who was at the nursery, no friends by my age. i played with mak(i call the person who took care of me "mak" and his hubsy "ayah"), ayah and kak diyah only because she's the youngest among her siblings. others had successfully reserved a place in their own respective universities alhamdulillah. besides kak diyah, i have another friend named " mamat " too. it's his nickname actually lol. i call him that to the extent i didnt know his real name un

" Adik, what's your dream car? "- mommy " Atiq suka Axia! comel je, murah pulak tu " mom laughed at my answer. she never expected me to say Axia, i mean of all cars weh, why Axia kan? but that's me. a girl who is a total noob when it comes to technology. even my own sis wants Beetle and my bro? he likes motorbike so i am not sure what's the name. Harley Davidson, maybe? somehow, i pity my future hubs for marrying someone who doesnt bother about whats happening to this world, neither technology nor politic etc. i just dont care. i am more to my own world, i enjoy talking to myself since i was really young, writing what i have been through all this while in a diary but now, blog la obviously. when my bro offered me his iPhone, i rejected. i am not into gadjets too. as long as it can be used, i am completely okay with it. including laptop! i dont mind. unlike my siblings, they'll be doing some research regarding a few laptops which are famous and

nah, what i mean is that i am not an ordinary tudung labuh girl . seriously, weh. SIRIUSly! #pottterhead-alert hehehe. anyway, i had just realised that between me and those tudung labuh girls who are and were studying in any sekolah agama and will be, are compleeeeteeeeelyyyyy different! because,,, i went to so many camps regarding agama before this. well obviously most of the contestants were from sekolah agama. based on my observations, although my dress up is the same as theirs but still, i cant tolerate with them and vice versa. people say i am an easy going person. i can socialize with the people in my surrounding very well. sadly, sometimes, i dont actually. it's not that i am choosy. the way they react to my personality somehow hurts me because like i said, we are different from each other! for a girl who have studied in convent schools for more than a decade would definitely have the " convent " attitudes such as, acting crazy, talkative, fangirling over a s

the one who will nag at me non-stop when i do something wrong or sometimes good but she'll nag nevertheless, supports me at all costs, cheers me up when i am so down, smiles at me even tho she's in pain, sacrifices everything just to make me happy, always gives me the last piece of any foods which we share together despite her stomach asks for more, hugs me tightly whenever i lose hope in life(this reminds me of the moment i cried when i didnt get call a day before spm result being released, mommy literally hugged me, comforted me with her sweet and loving words), advices me in whatever situations, pushes me to my maximum level because she knows me best, and... the list goes on and on... it tears my heart apart nowadays, seeing her crying due to pain. she seldom sick before this. she walked around like a Wonderwoman, stood on her feet for hours without any complaints, and when she's physically fatigue, she didnt care, she will still try her very best to be the best mom

a day before, ((conversation between Khairun and I)) " Kau free tak esok? jom keluar " - Khairun " Free je. Boleh jugak weh! " - Me before that, lemme introduce you who is Khairun~ nah, the left one is Khairunnisa' binti Mohd Nor whilst on the right one is the cutest yet weird yet funny girl on earth, Naziela bahahahaaa bismillah! on 24th March, both of us met at McD. Since Khairun didnt eat breakfast at home so i accompanied her to feed her stomach with McD's finger-licking good McMuffin and quenched her thirst with a cup of hot milo. at first, our initial plans were to snap some pictures near Taming Sari building for her mom's Eco project and watch Munafik. but, trust me, when Naziela + Khairun = there's always an activity which needs you to sweat, a lot. besides, we were once an athlete so obviously a challenging activitiy is a must for us if not we will die of boredom (hahahahahahahahahahahOVER) as for that, from McD we wa

Assalammualaikum! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU IN THIS WORLD! alhamdulillah Allah gives me the chance to still live in this filthy world because me and my sins cant be separated. i seriously need to repent, biiznillah! but... but... I CANT BELIEVE THAT IAM 18 THIS YEAR. to me, 18 sounds old and i, am. not. okay. iam still young and innocent plus wild hahahahahahahaha. heish, should i say iam 8 instead of 18 LOL okay thats too obvious~ orait, usually when people talk about " New Year " they will obviously explain or expose their new resolutions kan? well as for me, i dont really have lots of new resolutions. nope! iam just grateful that 2015 has taught me so many new things and therefore iam trying to fix my weaknesses thus becoming a better person in the future(inshaa Allah), all those mistakes that i've made, i decided to not repeat them again, i will and am now using my heart less and so on. i realised what had happened to me on 2015 has changed me, completely.