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Last priority

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Assalammualaikum. so whats my last priority? Love yes love. I dont want to let myself involve in that thing. Because i know once i let myself in, it would be hard for me to escape from it since variety of feelings will fill my heart. i have read a lot of articles about this one lady. i literally admire her. how she makes herself strong infront of her son even though she is deeply broken inside. i dream to be that type of lady. a lady who doesnt want people to sympathize for what had happened, instead feel proud by the outstanding achievements that i have made after a huge problem came to my life. i want to learn on how to not depend too much on temporary love. humans can never fulfill their one promise that they have made to their loved ones. which is I will always be by your side fore ver . actually they dont. they die a few moments later. they left us here in this filthy world. so its clear enough that we should not put high hopes towards any living things. love is not everything

Struggling

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Assalammualaikum! well this is year is indeed the toughest year ever for now la because before this i was not that busy to the extent i need to burn my midnight oil in order to finish all the homeworks given. Besides, I even need to finish the notes that I got from eheh secret lol and do some revision for the upcoming exam. so the thing is, i feel like shouting to the whole world and say " 24 HOURS ARE NOT ENOUGH! " Maybe yes for certain people because they know how to manage their time well. but i know too! i even have the timetable that tells what i should and should not do. i spend most of my time with books ya Rabbi too tooooo exhausted i kenot. I have never had an enough sleep since school session started which was 2 weeks ago. been sleeping early and woke up at 1 or 2 in the morning just to study and sometimes doing homeworks or notes. so dont ask me why my eyebags are getting sexier because obviously now you know the exact reason whyyyy! i have to run like a crazy g